this is will hopefully be again
the dream i once had
the theaphy instead
the calm before he daily storm
the boyfriend I’ve destroyed
the dreams in a voit
i wish i couldn’t sleep
but my body fights back
i don’t wanna be healthy
i dont wanna be someber
i just wish life be over
with a blink of an eye
Expectations, so frenzy
She’s a bitch
She’s hidden behind smiles
I’m sad and so be it
The smell of life
Bitter yet sweet
So strange to the nostrils
Imprisoned by thee
A position to take.
The plans it makes
The furher reached
The further the goal
Maybe being good
And so good after all
The smell is an essence
Essential to all
If taken a last sniff
I announce today
What’s brings a evil grin to a pale face
Subtle cold breeze to a sealed room
I dark light haze in bloom
Empty is all
The future end past so soon
The darkest wish of a rotten sould
I could not released from fatal doom
Comes about to haunt my happiness
To spoil my present past
To bitter my love
To make the pain forever last
Curse you, whom I wished so well
The one I so much I wished for goodness
In return I burn in lava of hell
Redemption denied, feelings aside
My love is at risk
Lost and gone
The one I always loved
So hurt and alone
I wish nothing good for you anymore
Unless I had never saw you or met you before
Cockroaches in my bed
Your death beside me sleeping
Cockroaches from your head
Outside the window
So many different things.
My window so shallow
Her window so clean.
Her world filled wit butterflies
Mine has nothing but goodbyes
Through hers shines the brightest lights
All around mine, endless fights
The eyes looking out my window so wise
Of brave people fighting for their rights
Her family so broken inside, gilded
clean window, her meaningless life
My grass not greener but stronger.
Picture is a panting by a Islamic painter, I believe.
Cannot help but contemplate
The times I’ve missed materializing
My emotions of love and hate.
Expressing my lonely ideals,
Decisions made and unmade,
And how I could prevent my fate…
Now such power is gone
And I barely can stand to like this go on.
A life with no certainty and I can bare
But i have to make memories!
And the good ones seem so far
I miss the certainty i was living
and tomorrow is too far
I want it all now
I’m living in an empty scar
E eu te amo eh por demais.
Eu gosto mesmo eh do seu jeito.
Pois nao lhe deixo nunca mais
Por ti me mordo de desejo
Muitas noites foi contigo que sonhei
Ja faz dias que por ti enlouqueco
Do teu beijo muito mais que gostei
Desde o primeiro nenhum mais esqueco
Devagarinho comecou isso tudo
Inundou de luz meu coracao escuro.
Rapidamente soube que de ti gostava
Para sempre serei sua amada
Amante, amiga, inimiga, mas logo parceira
feiosa, bondosa, gostosa, te quero.
Carinhosa e demais de manhosa
E de ti quero carinho no ninho
Cafofo zeloso que a de ser nosso
onde nada eh melhor que dormi contigo
So melhor eh despertar ao seu lado
So tu que fazes as manhas mais claras
E quanto mais escrevo mais louca fico
Quero largar essa caneta e voar
Esse calor nao se resolve com abanico
Quero ser passarinho ir ao seu ninho bulinar
Ai! Esse fogo me queima
Ai, esse amor me consome
Nada nesse mundo me completa mas que ti
apenas tu e eu.
Esse eh um comunicado virtual
Contextualizado este pensamento conturbado.
Meu corpo ultimamente flui desigual,
Creio sofrer de fluxo de energia transtornado.
podes explicarme entao com clareza a cura em uma receita?
It is the time of the year to rage and let the demons off its cage, letting aside all the problems of our race. Not black, nor white, not native american, the human race, the brazilian race. Putting a blindfold on corruption, pollution, poverty, violence, disease, social inequality and so many more problems that should be faced at all times. What what do we do? Create more problems! By avoiding this problems we let go of our main duty of responsibility, a word that becomes almost extinct at this time of year, a word that is crucial for the success of this party.
In the frenzy of Carnaval people loose control of their actions and do things they wouldn’t on a normal state of mind. The use of drugs, mainly alcohol, can worsen that scenario. The frenzy and alcohol work in a infinite cycle. The more excitement the more likely they will abuse of the substance without noticing and the more they are stimulated the more they will act reckless. This way many People will come to harm others while simultaneously hurting themselves.
Under the substance of either alcohol or other drugs or even just the delirium of the moment, the individual may encounter situations where he will make unsafe decisions. One typical case is the unprotected sexual encounter in which there will be high risking of diseases. And a more serious case is the one in which one of the individuals is forced to have unwanted sexual relations, rape.
The mixture of
_ill finish tomorrow, goodnight